Sunday, 19 September 2010

outwards.

the world only reflects how you behave to your own heart.
heartless chosen leaders.
illusion of being to change them so we can feel better.
illusion to do something physical or mental to feel better.
to physically or mentally feel better, is a perceptual error. 
7 year cycles.
vibrational in the womb.
the emotional as a child.
the intellectual as a teenage. 
the physical as an adult. the transfixed.
later on, in the search of oneself. 
we reverse this pathway of awareness.
we go from the physical
you take on a posture
than to the mental
the use of words with an intent to activate a feeling
through the feeling, we interact with the vibration.
of what we are.
whether we are aware of it as a humanity.
we are a garden.  of souls.
as it move towards an evolutionary experience.
it goes in the same direction.
civilisations same direction.
the caveman - buff. physical mentality.
such a long time. 1000 years.
the mental - o the machinery 
fast... it peaked! 100 years.
the emotional - the increasing need for self-meaning.
known among the industries of business. the 'soft' things.
just got here.
theres a good awareness of mental body.
what about the emotional?
whenever there is someone talking from the heart.
we kill him. or we worship him. we mentally put him to as a head of a religion. 
describe! describe! describe!
mental concepts.

by the time you are in the school. 
the emotional aspect of the being is put aside.
Most of the people who enter any kind of work with the emotions are between 7 and 14 years old - emotional years.
you can see it
watch the politicians behave.
like kids in the playground
trying to beat each other up
we are always operating from the level of emotional development
teenage adult period - we are feeling unintegrated, uncomfortable.
we have, to say, needs and wants which have not been met!
it causes us to lean over in the world!
what do we do?
we walk around, leaning over. 
and we see some one else, leaning over, in the exact opposite way.
and we go: LOVE!!!
so the other person is gonna go: it is soo goood!
we lean on each other. and we think that is what love is.
once it is really cool. we get married.
married is a whole thing. it is great to approach it! 
everybody is on the best behaviour! la la la
and than u sleep together.
no right of passage. no finding your own energy.
sleep together. and u sleep in someone else's energy.
someone is going to take over the room.
and the other person is going to wake up.
and go. who's room is this?!
and he will go and find a sense of himself somewhere.
so he'll go and play golf.
sense of space. because lack of space within.

when together. recognition of the unintegrated emotional body in somebody else.
that is what is recognised. 
because. our idea of love is given to us by the age of 7.
however we are treated by the age of 7.
imprints our emotional body with a particular feeling.
and that particular feeling. is not produced when we meet the person.
because whenever we meet each other and fall in love.
we are on our best behaviour!
but that energy.
the unintegrated emotional body signature
is not seen with these eyes
and even the emotional body awareness is shut down
its not really that is shut down.
its theres no acces to it.
its working all the time.
research in UK.
conclusion. people with most similar childhood issues.
got attracted.
u expect the other person to fulfil those needs and wants
mummy? daddy?
obviously when they turn into that role to fullfil the need for love.
who the hell is going to sleep with ur mummy or daddy.
it just ain't sexy.
the end. it is over.
so go. look for the lover.
because only the lover can lead into the intimacy.

because of the indoctrination.
we see it through. find a good reason. kids! 
it becomes very challenging and uncomfortable in the relationship.
what is really happening.
our inner child starts freaking out! the emotional body.
but we dont know that. so we are still going do the inner child work.
so we pop out some children.
and we work on it on the outside.
so we tune our children as our unintegrated emotions to work on it.
on goes the vicious cycle.

because that program is SO powerful.
unless go through it and experienced it.
it is very hard to enter intimacy.
marriage could be like a rite of passage for intimacy.
it is such a powerful program. it is embedded in the culture.
intimacy is not the part of that journey.
it is not about the other person. marriage is. intimacy is about an experience.
intimacy is not - coming together to be with you.
its about me coming together with you to explore and experience.
it begins with the relationship towards myself.
relationship with the heart.
metaphor for the relationship with the self.
it is by having a relationship with the feelings.
having a relationship with 'god'
with the feelings.
having a relationships with where you are now.
it is with the feelings.
experience.

the relationship with the self, is the microcosm of the macrocosm of all other relationships that you will have.

relationships, directly with the family, partner, daily people, mirror of the relationship with the self.

maybe not paying attention, maybe pushing the feelings down, pushing the feelings down is the same as pushing people away, it will look like people pushing away.
looking at the outside to see what is inside. 

integrity part.
how sound is the structure?
authenticity. author of experience? imprinting. impact of childhood. 

emotional body is the causal point of the quality of the experience

integrity of the building. how sound is structure. sound and structured through the experience. being aware, what part of the emotional body, what part of mental body, what part of physical body has to do with the experience. for what do you go to the emotional body, for what to you go to the physical body, for what do you go to the mental body for. 

unless aware of those things. unless established integrity. there is no way.
can there be intimacy with another person.

because intimacy with another person. is based on having this experiential understanding.
conscious relationship.












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